Wow! Its already 2011. Can't believe how fast time flies by. I feel so blessed this year thus far. Even though it is only day 1, a journey has begun.
Billy Graham Library had a Christmas program that was life changing for me. I went there with my husband and daughter and our best friends, Jackie and TJ, with their kids. I went there under the thought of just having Faith and the kids see Christmas lights, and my heart grew. I have been for awhile struggling with my relationship with Christ. Feeling this emptiness inside that I cant explain. I was going to church but not recieving anything. But at this Library, I felt a fire burn. I felt a growth inside. I was in there trying to figure out my emotions. I left there and was happy. My heart glowed of warth in knowing that God still loves me.
Jadd, me, and Faith went to another church today. And again, I felt it. And I felt a relief almost in knowing that tomorrow is not promised. And that I have today to allow God to enter in and change me. But I have to know that I have to change myself. I can not continue to live a life just going through the motions. I ahve to let God help me.
Jus t want to say....... HAPPY NEW YEAR
